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Firstly, sorry for not updating my blog. I've been busy lately with my dance practices & studies. I'm sick right now. Hopefully i can get well as soon as possible. Aight. I'm kinda stress right now & I'm both mentally & physically exhausted. Sheesh. Lucky today is a Friday. No school for tomorrow. Phew. Supposedly I'm having a dance class with the Nutzcrew and STS members. But because of my condition, my mom doesn't allow me to go. Sorry Coot, take care of yourself there. I'm going out with my brother tomorrow to get some stuffs for myself. I need to shop for some TYS books also. Sigh. Lots of things to do. Hopefully i can managed it well.

I'll not be updating my blog frequently. You know, it's because of the same old reasons. Dance & studies. So, pardon me if my blog is turning rusty. I got no choice. Well, till here. Goodbye, Cheerios.

" Learn to live without being a hypocrite. Say no to criticizing. "

Psst; Takojot.

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HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE (:

Psst; Rebellious?

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Sigh. Boring. Boring. I've been sticking my ass in my bed all awhile. I didn't attend to my dance practice last morning. Sick was the reason. Plus, fcuk. I'm also having my lady's pain*. Gosh. Hmm. Well, i need to go for my dance practice tomorrow. Must. Well, I'm working tomorrow but the Freekzy's are having a battling thingy at Esplanade tomorrow. I was told by my lesbian partner that the Fuji Xerox performers are compulsory to go. How eh? Guess i need to find a replacement deh.

I'm going out for awhile later to go and take my things from my friend. And after that I'm gonna have dinner with my beloved mom at maybe McDonalds? Aww. School's resuming back in just less than a week's time. I'm not ready for school ): Sigh. School s**** for me now. HMmm. Okay. I'm just bored down here. Till here. Goodbye, Cheerios.

Psst; Never had that.

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Cancer ;

Don't let yourself give in to thoughts of helplessness and weakness today, Cancer, because the message is actually about strength. Your partnership house is very powerful right now, and this strengthens you, astrologically. There may be talk of changing the status or nature of the relationship, but if the other person does not agree with what you want, you need to stand your ground. Today compromising or surrendering your hopes for the sake of making temporary peace will only bring about disappointment and regret. You need to be strong for the sake of your future.

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I've never wanted to see this to happen. Used to be a friend, but now, a stranger. I've never wanted to make mistakes in my life. But sometimes i just did it to the extend that it's hurting that person. I'm not perfect. Yes. I'm not. I'm just a normal ordinary human being that makes mistakes every single day. I wished i was an angel. An angel who doesn't makes mistakes, doesn't hurts her friends. I've never had hatreds in life. People out there might hate me by whatever reasons. But i don't. I may sometimes keep grudges. But not for long.

;When the visions are around me, bring tears to my eyes. And all that surrounds me are secrets & lies.

Well, I'm here in my blog feeling kinda sad. Sad because I'm not able to make the people that i know happy having me as a friend. Sigh. I'm apologising here, right here in my blog, to all the people that knows me, for all the mistakes that I've done. I apologised to all the people that knows me if I've hurt any of you people in any kinds of way before. Sorry.

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
But this is my sorry to you

At night I pray
That I would be a better person everyday

God hears me. But do you?

I'm not trying to ask for sympathy neither do i want to be an emo girl here. I just feel that i need to blog this. So ya. For the people that hates me, thank you. For those who doesn't, i appreciate it. Thank you too. Till here. Goodbye, Cheerios.

Psst; Everytime i try to fly, i'll fall.

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Hello. It's been awhile since i last updated my blog. Lazy is the main reason but I'm also busy with my work. So ya. My bad.

Well, in 4 more days, the year 2009 is gonna end. I've to let go all the bad & also the good moments that I've been through. A new year ahead. A new beginning for me. I'll be in sec 5 next year. My friends that's in my badged are all going to their new school next year. It's either to Poly or ITE. All the best peers. I wished i could be there waiting for my results and going to my new school with you guys, but It's just too late for me. Well, i just need to know that in life there's obstacle that i need to face through. Doesn't matter it's gonna hurt me so much but i still got no choice but to go through it or else my life would be miserable. I knew i was strong. Strong to face all the obstacle that have thrown on me for the years I'm living. 2009 was not a good year for me. I don't feel sad living this year. 2009 has put me into a lot of heart pain and miserables. Till it brought me to a point of time to give up in life. But with all of my friends, my family's motivations and encouragements, I'm able to face all the challenges. Amin.

But nevertheless, there's quite a times where i had my happy moments with my circles of friends & families. All i can say is Thank You people & friends for ever make my day & make me feel happy for a moment. I greatly appreciate for all of the deeds that you've people have done. Thank you again. I'll never gonna forget all the happy moments that I've gone through in my life but hopefully I'll be able to forget all the bad moments i had gone through for all my years living.

Wah. Izza like emo shit already sei here. Sheesh. Oh no. I'm not. I just feel like talking about this. It's a blog anyways. Why do blogs are created for then? Hmm. Well, i just wanna say that i hope i can be a strong girl (: A strong girl that is not scared to face the upcoming challenges (:

And to you; Thank you for always being there for me whether I'm in need or not. Much appreciated.

And to you; I'll proof to you that i can still live happily & i can stand on my own feets without any of your help.

Alright. That's enough for now. I'm working later in the morning. So ya. Soon, i'll update again. Goodbye, Cheerios.

Psst; I'm not scared to be discriminated by you. Bring it on.